心得

"Anything can convince you to make any decisions.

Are you one of the type?

But is up to your choice to allow which things to convince you to make the decision.

It can be anything, the people around you, consciousnesses, emotion and etc.

But remember, let Truth be the one that convince you.

Not depending on your own understanding to measure what is important and what is not.

If you willing to take the 1st step to believe and see, then you'll know why would you want to allow other things to convince you to make major decision rather than allow the Truth to lead you. "

This is what I 've learnt today. I am so glad that I found the Truth. Thank God for helping me and guiding me. What I always believe is that if you want to know what is right to do or wrong to do, forget about YOURSELF. FOCUS ON HIM to find the answer, ask HIM earnestly as if this is the main problem for all the things happening on you. This is how I came to know what is the Truth ^_^''

It may look simple, but trust me, the "earnestly" is very powerful. Don't have to worry how much effort you put in to find it. You don't measure it yourself because God will do for you. He sees your heart, your humble heart rather than your effort ^_^

P.s. Luckily i never made it to say "i like you "^^ you are not worth of.

crazy + fantastic

I had a crazy week.

I had a fantastic week.

Why crazy? I was assigned to a job that i never thought I could handle.

By God grace, I did it.

Fantastic? Frankly I never thought working as a anaesthetist nurse could be so fun!!

Well, it is a job, take it easy~

1 year? It is just an appetizer.

P.S. People teach because they care. They wouldn't bother to call ur name if they wouldn't care. Now my name is in their hearts. I am in the team ^_^ CONFIRM! Thank You Lord!

Grow~ing

Went SQ last nite, walking along the bridge, I thought of my parents. =)

I was thinking.

"How nice if they are with me in penang at the moment"

As walking along the track, I told my friend about my parents.

About my father, his story ^_^

Finished my assignment, done with my lunch ^_^, time for house chores

We are growing everyday..

Even though our life seemed to be normal and routine, all the same everyday

but, you cant deny, that we are growing.

pS. Dear God, thank You for everyday.

Every growing that You bring.

Every love that You plant in us.

^_^

Full

These 2 days I've been so busy with my work ^_^

Change to a new area, frankly, at 1st, I am afraid.

Becos it is new, I am afraid I cannot do it well.

God is good~

God is love.

For my 1st day working in that area, my senior approach me.

She encouraged me in my work and gave me compliment!^_^

She said among the interns~I got the most compliments and less complaint.

Well, working in this department could be a nightmare to new people like us.

1st, we never knew that place~I mean understand.

You don't know whether u are in danger or not~

It was scary~

But thank God, they said I am hardworking and serious~

Well, i gave the glory back to God~

pS.~Lord, You've been so kind to me. Thank You for pouring Your love and blessings on me~ You have a purpose for me in this scary environment~ But I know You have a better plan, a huge plan, an important plan for me!I can~t wait to know it..It may be difficult for the journey, but I just want to tell You that I am ready~!

Relay for life

人很善变..

Just yesterday, I am so over upset dealing with my own feelings and emotion regarding him again..

But a friend came by visit, we had discussion.

And ever since him, whom sent by God talked to me, I am me again ^_^ The happy go lucky girl ^_^

Well, if you could see your own situation now, or someone talk to you in a clearer picture, you will be ok.

The problem I had I screwed it till the end.

I screwed it so tight until it became so hard for me to unscrew it back.

I wanted to unscrew it, trying very hard on my own but it just did not work.

Until the messenger from God came.

He shared with me many things.

Why do i wanted to think so much?

He said:" Like someone is something beautiful and happy, no matter in secretly u like him, u like him, does not mean have to be together with him."

I guess he is rite, I guess I have asked too much

I guess I have forgotten bout this ^_^

Like him does not have to be together..

He shared with me also, why God created Eve later than Adam.

God has a purpose, intelligent reason for everything He do.

I am happy today, for I live again..

Relay for life, celebrate for life..

P.s. for all cancer patients- what came by it may be a disaster or turning point in life, but do not forget, you have hope as long as you are still living. Do not forget God is ready to wait to listen to help if you just have to ask ^_^

Be Free

Perhaps this is what I've always wanted.

To be free.

Free from you.

Free from the problems that you create in me.

Free from my thoughts.

Went steamboat with a gang of friends.

Only then I realized what have I become from my first step in Penang until now.

Went movie with some of the friends. Johny English. He brings laughter from the bottom of my heart.

Leaving. Apart. What will happen to me for my 5 years more in Penang?

My cousin is leaving to pursue her dreams.

You have a dream. I have a dream too.

Your dream is so big and beautiful.

My dream? I just wanted to go home.

I just wanted to go back to my grandparents and take care of them at their side with what I've learnt.

You want me to take care of myself well before I can take care of others.

But I did.

Is my turn to take care of others.

Saw an accident on Sabbath day.

I am not a good Samaritan. This come to my mind, thought of 1 parable that Jesus loves to tell on the spot. The good Samaritan. Forgive me.

P.s. I love staying in the clouds

Count on me

Went Melaka and Kuala Lumpur for holiday!I had a great time!

My bro sang me a song..

By bruno mars "Count on me" ^__^

My bro sang it so cute..I really felt that I could count on him..

I am thinking about him again..Had a lunch with him..talk like normal friends..

No hesitation, no love signals, no more "couple alike" pattern.

Well, it is always a good start isn't it?

Love is painful..

I felt like I am not me anymore ..

Excuse me

I had been so so sleepy for 2 days already.

I guessed I was too tired.

Too tired to entertain my friends who wanted to go out continuously for 3 days ord.

I am so excited over the coming weekend. I'm going back to melacca!!!

I miss my home in melacca.

Scent of love fills up the atmosphere, my heart and my soul~

My thinking is that..whenever you had a dead end in what you are doing now,stop, take a deep breath, and leave to somewhere else for a few days and continue again when the time comes.

I met good people, kind hearted people for the past 23 years of age. Few conclusions come across my mind- the nature of human is kind hearted.

God is Thee One who provided me all the good people around me.

Even if I met people that is very rude to me..I dont worry becos God has something for me to learn.

Frankly, I miss him still.

Ps. Driving..is so tiring =.=zzz

Thank You.

God knows how much I have prepared.

Disorganized and poor leadership.

But still..God is good..

He leads me all the way through..

I'm tired..wanted to stop thinking of him from spinning round and round my mind.

I had many surprises for the past week..

God is truly my light.

P.s.~ if given me a chance to choose..i'll rather choose to tell you what you want to hear instead of what i feel.

God is good all the time. All the time God is good

Today i made someone cry. Not about something bad.
Not about something good.

My heart filled with gratitude because I did not realize how much and how many people is actually care about me and now I do.

A friend shed his tears today when we had a discussion because he said he wanted so much to see I got a good life partner that is I deserve to have. I was touched. Thank God for a friend that make me realized how much they cared about me. Life is cruel but God is good.

I know I should stop before anyone got hurt. I should stop fall for him and I am ready.

give them all
shattered dreams..
wounded hearts..
broken toys..
give them all..
to JESUS..

Ps, Love from God is exceeding beyond my imagination through the people around me..
my witness for Him is the loves He gave. thank You Lord

在忙碌中也能寻找快乐。。

Life is like a weather..
It can be a rainy day..
It can be a sunshine day..
It can be a rainbow day^_^

Despite of the thick and troublesome clouds that blocked my sun,God is still wonderful tht He sent some1 that helped me to pass through my difficult day..And that some1 is always my patient^_^..

I was merely late again today..no more for tomorrow..

Went 1st avenue with siew yeon jus now..we were lost in Penang!hahaha..a gud experience^_^

My favourite song currently - "What Faith can do"by kurtless

Ps. well, even the blue sky may turn grey, after all, it will go back to a blue sky still, rite, God?
I love You x infinite, Jesus.^_^

Working T^T

I'm so thrilled!!!Going to work tomoro ^_^..
A real brand new life as a different area of exposure in work..
God will help me through..^_^
He always do^_^

On Sabbath, I got praised.. That glory belongs to God.
A church member gave me a very good compliment on my career.
We dont talk much in church but he said things that really surprised me, God is really good! ^_^

Went bon odori for my 1st time in life on Saturday nite..
Got to see the fire cracker..
It was so beautiful, just like the night itself.
Everything that happen on that night make me so happy..
I had a great nite that day though I kena saman 1st time in my life T^T

The nex day, I went walk for sight ^_^
I love this event..
Met new friends ^_^
Experienced a different life - walking on the street with your eye closed for few hours..
Who could understand if you have never experienced it before..


Ps. A good weekend jus before start work. My new work life?who knows?could be the best job ever!

Flower. Dreams

What makes your life worthwhile, meaningful and excited?

Today programme is about this title. Sometimes, we get so busy until I have forgotten what makes my life worthwhile, meaningful and excited.

Today we were asked to write the things that makes our life worthwhile,meaningful and excited on the petals of a flower in the paper sheet.

What makes your life worthwhile, meaningful and excited?

I would want to say is God, love, family, friends.

New life, new cheers.

Ps. no one can make me feel inferior, sad, angry, indifferent, happy, or fulfilled. This is what I learn today. Hey, I think to let you go, should not be a problem anymore.

Belle Main

"Belle main"~ a new word I learnt from an art gallery in Singapore Museum. It means beautiful hand to describe people who made watches, people who are very creative.

I got my posting. Guess what? I got operation theatre. At first, I am worried. I am clumsy, I know my weaknesses, I know my ability. BUt God knows more. It seems like I have more abilities that I do not know and God gives me a chance to reveal them. I felt happy. At the same time, worried.

Ps. I want to become "belle main" - gifts from God^^

Green~

Green is the colour of will.
Anyone heard this statement before?
yup, in the green lantern movie!^_^

Lots of green movie recently~
green hornet, green lantern..
A strategy to urge people in saving the earth?!
Like the idea though.

What I learnt today?In every minute as you are breathing, you need to be very careful~Uncertainty coming in our way, you never know, when you will say goodbye..
Read newspaper today, too many sad stories~
If no one tells you,you'll never know there are so many sad stories are happening at now..

P.s. If green is the colour of will,what is blue?

New life. New goal. New problem

After graduate from the college, everything seems to change.
I change a new place, I got a car to use, my phone full with msg
I dont know if I'm doing the right thing. I went out dinner with friends at night. I started a brand new life. With brand new goal and working life.
Recently I got new problem.
I'm sick of this problem. I wish to make a stop but my heart urge me to continue.
Trust me, I like the way we communicate, the way we keep in touch, but this can scare people away.
I'm scared, and I'm sad by doing so.

P.s. you have to move on without ur past,at least try, for me.
p.s. I should not have told mom that my friend can buy a coach bag that cost at minimal price for her..=.= now i'm doomed!

~cYNNdeReLa~

I had a great week!!
God has been so good and kind to me..He gave me so many birthday surprise!
My simple life is going to change..After the graduation, I wondered how are we going to survive in the hospital on our own..Scary and numb..
Few things I hope I could have for my working life:
1) less scolding
2)able to attend church
3)be happy
4)be smart
5)be the child of God the Father

Ps. life still goes on~

我们都忘了，放下也是一种选择。。

今天读时兆时，读到这样的一段话。。

最近好多好多事情发生。。好事虽然多。。坏事也多。。而且都好刻骨铭心。。我的心好痛。。

为什么会这样？

问了多次自己这样的问题。。

收到妈妈的消息。。

真的很不敢相信。。

人总会有那么一天。。

在这时候，放下，很重要。。

你失恋了，干吗要向我说？你痛，我心也痛。。

很想很想告诉你，放下，也是一种选择。。

我知道，我们就是这样，应该放下的时候，却怎么想放，都放不下。。

我想了一个问题，

我的生命里，

掉了什么？

有人掉了了爱情，掉了孩子，掉了最宝贵的生命，

我呢？

掉了什么？是信心吗？你呢？

我好多事

I did not mean to say..I am really sorry..I just do not want you to get hurt..

Until today I REALIZE actually people is reading my blog!!Hahaha..My sis is one of them!I know u are reading my blog ya..u little rat..tell mom everything i type in here..=.=''

Things sometime never go to the way we want..how many people actually will get the ending they really want?I doubted about it..

考试要到了。。好恐怖。。好想停下时间。。
做些自己喜欢做的事。。
放心吧！朋友，时间会帮你忘记一切不开心的。。还有，对不起，
我真的不是故意的。。
This is to protect you, please believe that..sometimes things will get better if we do not know about the truth..

被喜欢。开心

If this is just a game, I'm sorry, I wished I would win.
If this is just a feeling, I'm sorry, I wished no one get hurt.
There are too many things that happened too soon.
I hoped no one get hurt.
But I failed.
Even if this is a game, someone will get hurt.
I wished that 'someone' would not be me, but I failed..
I am hurt.

天天好天

I'm so deeply in love with the movie!!Malaysia rocks!!Guys, u really should go and watch it!!~

4 more months to go, then I will be officially become a registered nurse..Things get funny though, when we are student, we would count our days to off the college and assignments and "live a normal life". Now, when we are going to graduate, we are like "HUH~ no more making fun around~"

There are so much things to do and think when graduation coming.. I could not imagine what is my life will be waiting ahead.. I kinda dislike this situation, so uncertain about what's going on next.

Well, pals, I am so sorry to make you wait for half a year to know what is my previous "surprise" all about! Have you ever given a thought of wearing "Lao Fu Zi" costume in your life?! A girl like me, I would say, "NO WAY! NO CHANCES!" Haha.. but, who knows, sometime you did for good.

PS: 晴天。雨天。天天都是好天。