Sunday, September 25, 2011

Be Free

Perhaps this is what I've always wanted.
To be free.
Free from you.
Free from the problems that you create in me.
Free from my thoughts.

Went steamboat with a gang of friends.
Only then I realized what have I become from my first step in Penang until now.
Went movie with some of the friends. Johny English. He brings laughter from the bottom of my heart.

Leaving. Apart. What will happen to me for my 5 years more in Penang?
My cousin is leaving to pursue her dreams.
You have a dream. I have a dream too.
Your dream is so big and beautiful.
My dream? I just wanted to go home.
I just wanted to go back to my grandparents and take care of them at their side with what I've learnt.

You want me to take care of myself well before I can take care of others.
But I did.
Is my turn to take care of others.
Saw an accident on Sabbath day.
I am not a good Samaritan. This come to my mind, thought of 1 parable that Jesus loves to tell on the spot. The good Samaritan. Forgive me.

P.s. I love staying in the clouds

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Count on me

Went Melaka and Kuala Lumpur for holiday!I had a great time!

My bro sang me a song..

By bruno mars "Count on me" ^__^

My bro sang it so cute..I really felt that I could count on him..

I am thinking about him again..Had a lunch with him..talk like normal friends..
No hesitation, no love signals, no more "couple alike" pattern.

Well, it is always a good start isn't it?

Love is painful..

I felt like I am not me anymore ..

Wednesday, September 14, 2011

Excuse me

I had been so so sleepy for 2 days already.
I guessed I was too tired.
Too tired to entertain my friends who wanted to go out continuously for 3 days ord.

I am so excited over the coming weekend. I'm going back to melacca!!!
I miss my home in melacca.
Scent of love fills up the atmosphere, my heart and my soul~

My thinking is that..whenever you had a dead end in what you are doing now,stop, take a deep breath, and leave to somewhere else for a few days and continue again when the time comes.

I met good people, kind hearted people for the past 23 years of age. Few conclusions come across my mind- the nature of human is kind hearted.
God is Thee One who provided me all the good people around me.
Even if I met people that is very rude to me..I dont worry becos God has something for me to learn.

Frankly, I miss him still.





Ps. Driving..is so tiring =.=zzz

Saturday, September 10, 2011

Thank You.

God knows how much I have prepared.
Disorganized and poor leadership.
But still..God is good..
He leads me all the way through..

I'm tired..wanted to stop thinking of him from spinning round and round my mind.
I had many surprises for the past week..

God is truly my light.

P.s.~ if given me a chance to choose..i'll rather choose to tell you what you want to hear instead of what i feel.