yeah!clinic again!

I really enjoy my time in clinic..Though everything is brand new first time and new experience for me!!i really had a great time there!!And becos of clinic i got the chance to go OT for operation observation!From what i've seen in the movie..actually surgery ain't that horrible and scary..haih..Media nowadays..give false education..



I observed cataract operation today and now i can understand why my grandpa doesn't want to go for the operation ord..

Is scary for patient opening their eyes big and doctor doing procedure with your eyes open..

But you will feel sleepy^^

So no worries..haha



Yesterday my friends and i,4 of us,accidentally read a blog from a guy..We all ended up crying..I mean all the things he wrote i could feel it,Nevertheless,so are my friends..A wonderful person we met in that blog..If you read his story you would cry oso..



It had been such a long time that i dint do such thing with my friends ord..I mean cry together,upset something together for someone..I mean i did have that kind of experience but is with kl and jb friends..happy time happy together,sad time sad together..



I really like the sense of belonging in that way you know..It was like a significance between my friends and i..

At least,when ppl ask,how close we are? i can tell,we are close enough to shed our tears together for a stranger across a blog..



I thank Lord for once again make me feel that i belong in this college at this moment, not in kl anymore..

She's not ok..

What happen?

Why you dont want to tell what happen?

Why you want keep all these to yourself?

Tell me!!who bully you?!..at least let me do something to help you..

at least..take my shoulder for you to lean on..

at least..cry out..

Why you refuse?

Why?

I cant help you..you kno how it hurt so badly to me..looking at you suffering all this..i'm the one that is not good..

Not you..

How i wish i can be the 1 to put the colorful rainbow back on your beautiful face..

but you...

refuse..

Finally..

Mooncake festival..i miss home..a short snap in my dorm..

Hoo~~Finally finish for pengajian am ord!!em..

Reena: why do we need to study pengajian am ar?we as nurses need to go and tell patient like this "once upon a time,our malaysia.."

me: is the policy, this is dasar pendidikan malaysia..exactly what we are studying lo..for pembinaan bangsa dan perlembagaan negara..

Reena: oh..so this is dasar pendidikan ah..this is the rule ah...

me..ya..lol!!

I'm still being very busy at now..haih..but busy is good..a friend told me like that..at least you have fulfillment in your life!that is what she said..That statement is somehow i agree with..busy better than nothing to do..

I'll just have to move forward according to God's will and persevere hard!Em..A lot of things happen recently, sad and happy..good news and bad news..

We are starting new subject now, hemo lectures really make me sleepy..

speaking of sleepy,Reena and i made jokes about one of our senior(boy) the other day..

It was an old old story ord.

We were studying in the library and sitting seperately,this senior(boy) came and sat nearby us..actually he was just pass by!!FUYOH!!!A sense of smell sent to my brain and intrepret goosebumps on my skin!!The smell was like..uh..i guessed was very expensive perfume smell.. it was "nice" to him..hahaha..what can i said..

Reena and i started to sms.

Me:uh..girl.the smell going to make me pengsan!What perfume actually he is using?!!

Reena(reply):Yala!!i guess he campur different brand of perfume together and put on himself..

Me: hahahaha..(i was truly laughing!)yala!!i think he can work in ent clinic.All the patient with block nose or sinusitis will surely get cured right away..

Reena:(laughing also) ahahahaha...he surely cannot work in OT oso..

Me:why?

Reena:later his "aroma" can straight away wake patient with anaesthesia up!
Me:ahahahahahahaahha...(really laugh out loud until others turn their head aroundand looked at me)

I'm sorry but i cant help it..ahahaha..

Today i'm so free ya, suppose to be care plan day but bcos i'm in OB!!yeah!no need to do care plan but sure Madam will ask me a lot of questions like how she did last time..

Did anyone of you learn psycho?and how many percents do you like psycho?i dunt like that subject man..why human behaviour can come out theories oso?my behaviour change everyday..there's no specific name for my characteristic..Haih..all these people who come out psycho are really got nothing to do..