我们都忘了，放下也是一种选择。。

今天读时兆时，读到这样的一段话。。

最近好多好多事情发生。。好事虽然多。。坏事也多。。而且都好刻骨铭心。。我的心好痛。。

为什么会这样？

问了多次自己这样的问题。。

收到妈妈的消息。。

真的很不敢相信。。

人总会有那么一天。。

在这时候，放下，很重要。。

你失恋了，干吗要向我说？你痛，我心也痛。。

很想很想告诉你，放下，也是一种选择。。

我知道，我们就是这样，应该放下的时候，却怎么想放，都放不下。。

我想了一个问题，

我的生命里，

掉了什么？

有人掉了了爱情，掉了孩子，掉了最宝贵的生命，

我呢？

掉了什么？是信心吗？你呢？

我好多事

I did not mean to say..I am really sorry..I just do not want you to get hurt..

Until today I REALIZE actually people is reading my blog!!Hahaha..My sis is one of them!I know u are reading my blog ya..u little rat..tell mom everything i type in here..=.=''

Things sometime never go to the way we want..how many people actually will get the ending they really want?I doubted about it..

考试要到了。。好恐怖。。好想停下时间。。
做些自己喜欢做的事。。
放心吧！朋友，时间会帮你忘记一切不开心的。。还有，对不起，
我真的不是故意的。。
This is to protect you, please believe that..sometimes things will get better if we do not know about the truth..

被喜欢。开心

If this is just a game, I'm sorry, I wished I would win.
If this is just a feeling, I'm sorry, I wished no one get hurt.
There are too many things that happened too soon.
I hoped no one get hurt.
But I failed.
Even if this is a game, someone will get hurt.
I wished that 'someone' would not be me, but I failed..
I am hurt.

天天好天

I'm so deeply in love with the movie!!Malaysia rocks!!Guys, u really should go and watch it!!~

4 more months to go, then I will be officially become a registered nurse..Things get funny though, when we are student, we would count our days to off the college and assignments and "live a normal life". Now, when we are going to graduate, we are like "HUH~ no more making fun around~"

There are so much things to do and think when graduation coming.. I could not imagine what is my life will be waiting ahead.. I kinda dislike this situation, so uncertain about what's going on next.

Well, pals, I am so sorry to make you wait for half a year to know what is my previous "surprise" all about! Have you ever given a thought of wearing "Lao Fu Zi" costume in your life?! A girl like me, I would say, "NO WAY! NO CHANCES!" Haha.. but, who knows, sometime you did for good.

PS: 晴天。雨天。天天都是好天。

Can you believe that?!I could have one day like this?!!

This is so serious..
No matter what, just have believe in what I 'm going to become..
I never thought that I could have one day like this?!
Can you imagine how anxious I am right now?
SO OBVIOUSLY I am not that type that could handle things like that?!
You want to guess what's going happen to me?
I bet you still have to wait from what I'm going to be..
This is going to be a huge event in my life!!so huge!!
That will frighten every single family members that I have, every church members that know me, and every boy that whosoever had a crush on me!
Am I insane?!They say I am always a "one"..
You are so not going to believe me!
Ok, Iill stop my play and tricks right here..

What do I got here? Will tell you very shortly!

There is a time for midst..

I am thinking, will I ever have the chance to let him know that I liked him before?

I fought with a friend today, I shouted at her in a very rude way. I blamed myself, but actually, after a big round, I realized I was actually blaming on others, I blamed her who started the unpleasant conversation at first. Then I blamed my menstruation. I blamed to my hormones which made me in such a nasty, out of control state. How could I?! I was at wrong!

He came to me, he asked me:"Wei cynn, are you ok?-_-' What happen to you and your friend?(He knows my friend too, the one that I fought with.) " I just could not answer him back. I know, deep down in my heart, that I was at wrong for provoked my own friend in such a situation. Then, on my way back to college, I was thinking why I kept quiet in front of him? Well, we are in the past. All of our "click" moment before, that was all in the past already. I should stop thinking of him and move forward! However, I have such thought - will he ever know that i actually liked him before?

What comes after rain? Now, what I am thinking is not a fair, bright, sunlight-filled day but a day filled with midst. I think this is what life is all about.

Ps. To him, thank you for your friendship.

Giving

Actually, i quite like Dr. Shee's class. Every one was like so dislike his class but I just like the way he teach.

Giving is a celebration. Have anyone of you ever thought that? Well, Dr. Shee just taught us that! See! No one would ever find the time to read all those stuffs unless there is someone bring that to our attention isn't it?

Why at this age of mine, I still encounter with all those peer pressure. I love my friend, you, but that does not mean that you can be rude on me. I stay with you when you are upset, I accompany with you when you need me, but that does not mean you can hurt me in that way! I'm trying to fix the problems "with" me and what about you?! I'm sick of being so selfless anymore.

What is happening? To whom I should ask this question? I did nothing. I did nothing to your relationship. So, you do not have to keep the grudge, don't you? I'm just being friendly, that's all? What do you really want from me? Ain't I just a friend? Why people always think so much?

I'm not pretty, I'm not good in my academic, I have nothing good in me for you to get envy!I'm not picking on you, so why do you do that?! I'm so simple and I want a normal, silent life with all my attention just on my study!Can you give me that peace, will ya?!

I enjoyed my mental health class so much today!I had never thought there is so much to learn in counselling. This is like a brand new "refreshment" for me.Haha...