If this is just a game, I'm sorry, I wished I would win.
If this is just a feeling, I'm sorry, I wished no one get hurt.
There are too many things that happened too soon.
I hoped no one get hurt.
But I failed.
Even if this is a game, someone will get hurt.
I wished that 'someone' would not be me, but I failed..
I am hurt.
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Sunday, January 30, 2011
天天好天
I'm so deeply in love with the movie!!Malaysia rocks!!Guys, u really should go and watch it!!~
4 more months to go, then I will be officially become a registered nurse..Things get funny though, when we are student, we would count our days to off the college and assignments and "live a normal life". Now, when we are going to graduate, we are like "HUH~ no more making fun around~"
There are so much things to do and think when graduation coming.. I could not imagine what is my life will be waiting ahead.. I kinda dislike this situation, so uncertain about what's going on next.
Well, pals, I am so sorry to make you wait for half a year to know what is my previous "surprise" all about! Have you ever given a thought of wearing "Lao Fu Zi" costume in your life?! A girl like me, I would say, "NO WAY! NO CHANCES!" Haha.. but, who knows, sometime you did for good.
PS: 晴天。雨天。天天都是好天。
Monday, August 23, 2010
Can you believe that?!I could have one day like this?!!
This is so serious..
No matter what, just have believe in what I 'm going to become..
I never thought that I could have one day like this?!
Can you imagine how anxious I am right now?
SO OBVIOUSLY I am not that type that could handle things like that?!
You want to guess what's going happen to me?
I bet you still have to wait from what I'm going to be..
This is going to be a huge event in my life!!so huge!!
That will frighten every single family members that I have, every church members that know me, and every boy that whosoever had a crush on me!
Am I insane?!They say I am always a "one"..
You are so not going to believe me!
Ok, Iill stop my play and tricks right here..
What do I got here? Will tell you very shortly!
No matter what, just have believe in what I 'm going to become..
I never thought that I could have one day like this?!
Can you imagine how anxious I am right now?
SO OBVIOUSLY I am not that type that could handle things like that?!
You want to guess what's going happen to me?
I bet you still have to wait from what I'm going to be..
This is going to be a huge event in my life!!so huge!!
That will frighten every single family members that I have, every church members that know me, and every boy that whosoever had a crush on me!
Am I insane?!They say I am always a "one"..
You are so not going to believe me!
Ok, Iill stop my play and tricks right here..
What do I got here? Will tell you very shortly!
Thursday, August 12, 2010
There is a time for midst..
I am thinking, will I ever have the chance to let him know that I liked him before?
I fought with a friend today, I shouted at her in a very rude way. I blamed myself, but actually, after a big round, I realized I was actually blaming on others, I blamed her who started the unpleasant conversation at first. Then I blamed my menstruation. I blamed to my hormones which made me in such a nasty, out of control state. How could I?! I was at wrong!
He came to me, he asked me:"Wei cynn, are you ok?-_-' What happen to you and your friend?(He knows my friend too, the one that I fought with.) " I just could not answer him back. I know, deep down in my heart, that I was at wrong for provoked my own friend in such a situation. Then, on my way back to college, I was thinking why I kept quiet in front of him? Well, we are in the past. All of our "click" moment before, that was all in the past already. I should stop thinking of him and move forward! However, I have such thought - will he ever know that i actually liked him before?
What comes after rain? Now, what I am thinking is not a fair, bright, sunlight-filled day but a day filled with midst. I think this is what life is all about.
Ps. To him, thank you for your friendship.
I fought with a friend today, I shouted at her in a very rude way. I blamed myself, but actually, after a big round, I realized I was actually blaming on others, I blamed her who started the unpleasant conversation at first. Then I blamed my menstruation. I blamed to my hormones which made me in such a nasty, out of control state. How could I?! I was at wrong!
He came to me, he asked me:"Wei cynn, are you ok?-_-' What happen to you and your friend?(He knows my friend too, the one that I fought with.) " I just could not answer him back. I know, deep down in my heart, that I was at wrong for provoked my own friend in such a situation. Then, on my way back to college, I was thinking why I kept quiet in front of him? Well, we are in the past. All of our "click" moment before, that was all in the past already. I should stop thinking of him and move forward! However, I have such thought - will he ever know that i actually liked him before?
What comes after rain? Now, what I am thinking is not a fair, bright, sunlight-filled day but a day filled with midst. I think this is what life is all about.
Ps. To him, thank you for your friendship.
Thursday, July 15, 2010
Giving
Actually, i quite like Dr. Shee's class. Every one was like so dislike his class but I just like the way he teach.
Giving is a celebration. Have anyone of you ever thought that? Well, Dr. Shee just taught us that! See! No one would ever find the time to read all those stuffs unless there is someone bring that to our attention isn't it?
Why at this age of mine, I still encounter with all those peer pressure. I love my friend, you, but that does not mean that you can be rude on me. I stay with you when you are upset, I accompany with you when you need me, but that does not mean you can hurt me in that way! I'm trying to fix the problems "with" me and what about you?! I'm sick of being so selfless anymore.
What is happening? To whom I should ask this question? I did nothing. I did nothing to your relationship. So, you do not have to keep the grudge, don't you? I'm just being friendly, that's all? What do you really want from me? Ain't I just a friend? Why people always think so much?
I'm not pretty, I'm not good in my academic, I have nothing good in me for you to get envy!I'm not picking on you, so why do you do that?! I'm so simple and I want a normal, silent life with all my attention just on my study!Can you give me that peace, will ya?!
I enjoyed my mental health class so much today!I had never thought there is so much to learn in counselling. This is like a brand new "refreshment" for me.Haha...
Giving is a celebration. Have anyone of you ever thought that? Well, Dr. Shee just taught us that! See! No one would ever find the time to read all those stuffs unless there is someone bring that to our attention isn't it?
Why at this age of mine, I still encounter with all those peer pressure. I love my friend, you, but that does not mean that you can be rude on me. I stay with you when you are upset, I accompany with you when you need me, but that does not mean you can hurt me in that way! I'm trying to fix the problems "with" me and what about you?! I'm sick of being so selfless anymore.
What is happening? To whom I should ask this question? I did nothing. I did nothing to your relationship. So, you do not have to keep the grudge, don't you? I'm just being friendly, that's all? What do you really want from me? Ain't I just a friend? Why people always think so much?
I'm not pretty, I'm not good in my academic, I have nothing good in me for you to get envy!I'm not picking on you, so why do you do that?! I'm so simple and I want a normal, silent life with all my attention just on my study!Can you give me that peace, will ya?!
I enjoyed my mental health class so much today!I had never thought there is so much to learn in counselling. This is like a brand new "refreshment" for me.Haha...
Saturday, July 3, 2010
world cup
I'm not a static student in world cup analysis..
But is so unreasonable for argentina and brazil to lose!!
Argentina and Brazil have no luck for this year i guess?
Dah lah Brazil has no luck yesterday..today german's good luck again?
Why the same mistakes repeated for so many time..
Tomorrow goign back to penang.
Maybe it is time for me to go back Penang..
Have lotzzz of fun this holiday..
Cant wait for the nex vacation in September!i must cum back!!
Heard bad news bout suicide case of Park Yong Ha in korea..
Quite sad..He is so young..why do he want to do such thing?i just don't get it..
Life is very fragile..some people want to live but cannot make it through while some has peanuts problems yet they choose a way to end their lives..
Did not do well in my song service in church today. Maybe i'm not used to it.
Had a communion service today.. I better not watch the fotball match today..
Friday, July 2, 2010
Confusion
Each time when glee promoting advertisement in tv programme. they would define the words they commonly encountered in the experience of their "glee" life.
My definition of confusion ~ is my LIFE.
Wat is going on with the people in their brain in nowadays?
i love my life.
i love where God places me at home, in college and even when in church.
"Am i asking too much from you?why even some simple thing that is so important is asked for me to do yet i can still compromise with the world."
I'm sick and tired of compromising and temptations anymore.
I'm not happy with the feelings that arouse in me when each time i have this problem.
Face it?till when will it be finished?
till when i can have a happy cooling shade that which i really belong with no fear and tears?
Dear God, You have always been so nice to me, Your pouring rain to my empty cup is always so filling.
Your grace have proved that there is no father in this world can love his children like You do.
For every single praise is what You deserve to have.
Is my bad to face this situation today.
Is my bad to have full of problems in my hand today.
I do not deserve Your love but You never forget me, whenever i go and even when i woke up early in the morning, You make good things happen on me.
I love You God.Thank You
My definition of confusion ~ is my LIFE.
Wat is going on with the people in their brain in nowadays?
i love my life.
i love where God places me at home, in college and even when in church.
"Am i asking too much from you?why even some simple thing that is so important is asked for me to do yet i can still compromise with the world."
I'm sick and tired of compromising and temptations anymore.
I'm not happy with the feelings that arouse in me when each time i have this problem.
Face it?till when will it be finished?
till when i can have a happy cooling shade that which i really belong with no fear and tears?
Dear God, You have always been so nice to me, Your pouring rain to my empty cup is always so filling.
Your grace have proved that there is no father in this world can love his children like You do.
For every single praise is what You deserve to have.
Is my bad to face this situation today.
Is my bad to have full of problems in my hand today.
I do not deserve Your love but You never forget me, whenever i go and even when i woke up early in the morning, You make good things happen on me.
I love You God.Thank You
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