New life. New goal. New problem

After graduate from the college, everything seems to change.
I change a new place, I got a car to use, my phone full with msg
I dont know if I'm doing the right thing. I went out dinner with friends at night. I started a brand new life. With brand new goal and working life.
Recently I got new problem.
I'm sick of this problem. I wish to make a stop but my heart urge me to continue.
Trust me, I like the way we communicate, the way we keep in touch, but this can scare people away.
I'm scared, and I'm sad by doing so.

P.s. you have to move on without ur past,at least try, for me.
p.s. I should not have told mom that my friend can buy a coach bag that cost at minimal price for her..=.= now i'm doomed!