心得

"Anything can convince you to make any decisions.

Are you one of the type?

But is up to your choice to allow which things to convince you to make the decision.

It can be anything, the people around you, consciousnesses, emotion and etc.

But remember, let Truth be the one that convince you.

Not depending on your own understanding to measure what is important and what is not.

If you willing to take the 1st step to believe and see, then you'll know why would you want to allow other things to convince you to make major decision rather than allow the Truth to lead you. "

This is what I 've learnt today. I am so glad that I found the Truth. Thank God for helping me and guiding me. What I always believe is that if you want to know what is right to do or wrong to do, forget about YOURSELF. FOCUS ON HIM to find the answer, ask HIM earnestly as if this is the main problem for all the things happening on you. This is how I came to know what is the Truth ^_^''

It may look simple, but trust me, the "earnestly" is very powerful. Don't have to worry how much effort you put in to find it. You don't measure it yourself because God will do for you. He sees your heart, your humble heart rather than your effort ^_^

P.s. Luckily i never made it to say "i like you "^^ you are not worth of.

crazy + fantastic

I had a crazy week.

I had a fantastic week.

Why crazy? I was assigned to a job that i never thought I could handle.

By God grace, I did it.

Fantastic? Frankly I never thought working as a anaesthetist nurse could be so fun!!

Well, it is a job, take it easy~

1 year? It is just an appetizer.

P.S. People teach because they care. They wouldn't bother to call ur name if they wouldn't care. Now my name is in their hearts. I am in the team ^_^ CONFIRM! Thank You Lord!

Grow~ing

Went SQ last nite, walking along the bridge, I thought of my parents. =)

I was thinking.

"How nice if they are with me in penang at the moment"

As walking along the track, I told my friend about my parents.

About my father, his story ^_^

Finished my assignment, done with my lunch ^_^, time for house chores

We are growing everyday..

Even though our life seemed to be normal and routine, all the same everyday

but, you cant deny, that we are growing.

pS. Dear God, thank You for everyday.

Every growing that You bring.

Every love that You plant in us.

^_^

Full

These 2 days I've been so busy with my work ^_^

Change to a new area, frankly, at 1st, I am afraid.

Becos it is new, I am afraid I cannot do it well.

God is good~

God is love.

For my 1st day working in that area, my senior approach me.

She encouraged me in my work and gave me compliment!^_^

She said among the interns~I got the most compliments and less complaint.

Well, working in this department could be a nightmare to new people like us.

1st, we never knew that place~I mean understand.

You don't know whether u are in danger or not~

It was scary~

But thank God, they said I am hardworking and serious~

Well, i gave the glory back to God~

pS.~Lord, You've been so kind to me. Thank You for pouring Your love and blessings on me~ You have a purpose for me in this scary environment~ But I know You have a better plan, a huge plan, an important plan for me!I can~t wait to know it..It may be difficult for the journey, but I just want to tell You that I am ready~!

Relay for life

人很善变..

Just yesterday, I am so over upset dealing with my own feelings and emotion regarding him again..

But a friend came by visit, we had discussion.

And ever since him, whom sent by God talked to me, I am me again ^_^ The happy go lucky girl ^_^

Well, if you could see your own situation now, or someone talk to you in a clearer picture, you will be ok.

The problem I had I screwed it till the end.

I screwed it so tight until it became so hard for me to unscrew it back.

I wanted to unscrew it, trying very hard on my own but it just did not work.

Until the messenger from God came.

He shared with me many things.

Why do i wanted to think so much?

He said:" Like someone is something beautiful and happy, no matter in secretly u like him, u like him, does not mean have to be together with him."

I guess he is rite, I guess I have asked too much

I guess I have forgotten bout this ^_^

Like him does not have to be together..

He shared with me also, why God created Eve later than Adam.

God has a purpose, intelligent reason for everything He do.

I am happy today, for I live again..

Relay for life, celebrate for life..

P.s. for all cancer patients- what came by it may be a disaster or turning point in life, but do not forget, you have hope as long as you are still living. Do not forget God is ready to wait to listen to help if you just have to ask ^_^

Be Free

Perhaps this is what I've always wanted.

To be free.

Free from you.

Free from the problems that you create in me.

Free from my thoughts.

Went steamboat with a gang of friends.

Only then I realized what have I become from my first step in Penang until now.

Went movie with some of the friends. Johny English. He brings laughter from the bottom of my heart.

Leaving. Apart. What will happen to me for my 5 years more in Penang?

My cousin is leaving to pursue her dreams.

You have a dream. I have a dream too.

Your dream is so big and beautiful.

My dream? I just wanted to go home.

I just wanted to go back to my grandparents and take care of them at their side with what I've learnt.

You want me to take care of myself well before I can take care of others.

But I did.

Is my turn to take care of others.

Saw an accident on Sabbath day.

I am not a good Samaritan. This come to my mind, thought of 1 parable that Jesus loves to tell on the spot. The good Samaritan. Forgive me.

P.s. I love staying in the clouds

Count on me

Went Melaka and Kuala Lumpur for holiday!I had a great time!

My bro sang me a song..

By bruno mars "Count on me" ^__^

My bro sang it so cute..I really felt that I could count on him..

I am thinking about him again..Had a lunch with him..talk like normal friends..

No hesitation, no love signals, no more "couple alike" pattern.

Well, it is always a good start isn't it?

Love is painful..

I felt like I am not me anymore ..