Friday, July 2, 2010

Confusion

Each time when glee promoting advertisement in tv programme. they would define the words they commonly encountered in the experience of their "glee" life.

My definition of confusion ~ is my LIFE.

Wat is going on with the people in their brain in nowadays?
i love my life.
i love where God places me at home, in college and even when in church.

"Am i asking too much from you?why even some simple thing that is so important is asked for me to do yet i can still compromise with the world."

I'm sick and tired of compromising and temptations anymore.

I'm not happy with the feelings that arouse in me when each time i have this problem.

Face it?till when will it be finished?

till when i can have a happy cooling shade that which i really belong with no fear and tears?

Dear God, You have always been so nice to me, Your pouring rain to my empty cup is always so filling.

Your grace have proved that there is no father in this world can love his children like You do.

For every single praise is what You deserve to have.

Is my bad to face this situation today.

Is my bad to have full of problems in my hand today.

I do not deserve Your love but You never forget me, whenever i go and even when i woke up early in the morning, You make good things happen on me.

I love You God.Thank You

Wednesday, June 30, 2010

i'm so into loser!!!

haha..this is all about glee..
every story starts with a title..
i always believe in that..
Holiday ends soon.. i now left few days to go back to the life that is with stress and always get on my nerves!!
Pals, live happily while you can..play to the fullest while you have the time!

These few days i've been busy watching glee
It's really a nice drama.
NOT too fancy OF their songs but the love story between them, it make me cry.Like i had just read a book. I cant wait for the next series.

Sunday, May 30, 2010

毕业典礼

连续三天的毕业典礼好累人。。

这一个礼拜以来发生太多事了。。

为什么这么的突然呢?

这么的突然让所有人都那么伤心。。

我们的努力老师都没看见吗?

只看见我们错的地方。。

态度真有那么严重能把一个人退出学院吗?

态度不好,告诉了再改就可以啦!

为什么要让我们这么的害怕?

过着提心吊胆的生活真的会很累。。

真的。。

今天所犯的错。。对不起。。

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

奇怪的世界

最近。。
做了一些会让自己后悔的事。。
这学期又到了尾声。。
我想起很多事情。。
每件事情的背后都有一个故事。。
每一个动作背后也有一个故事。。
这是我在这一个学期学习到的。。

我真的累了。。
为生命感到累了。。
想回家。。
想放下,正真的去休息。。

谢谢
每一件事的发生。。
谢谢
每一个故事。。

我能过吗?
不懂。

Saturday, March 20, 2010

Life is meaningful

a special week, my "first" - all happen in this week..
my friend cried in my shoulder just now..
she refused to tell me what had happen, silly me, i cried along.
i'm not strong, i'm not a good girl and a good friend.
but when i see her cry, i can feel her pain as well..
the burden and her heart is so heavy..
when she said nothing, the more i cried..
i cant even help her..

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

the best thing one could have in life

This question came across my mind for a few times..you can hardly think of any best thing in your life when you had a crooked journey. Somehow, as for me, i think that if you really love yourself, at least, think of 1..as to treat yourself better..a little bit more better,please?

Things always happened the way we do not want. Especially when you come to love matters. Pause, my LOVE matter here is not the relationship between boyfriend and girlfriend but is the love matter of friends. Friendship is one of the things that I have experienced happiness, pain, overwhelmed, touch, and of course, agony.

Honestly, those who hurt me, dont judge me by my look. Yes, i'm jolly, yes, i'm happy-go-lucky type, yes, i'm always not serious, yes, i'm casual but...you never thought that i would get hurt, dont you?You never thought that i am sensitive, dont you?you never thought that i can be so serious in your friendship..dont...you..?

I had a conversation with a friend yesterday..So many things she told me, and so many things she lead me to think..

What happen to my close friend?i knew a lot of things..like, all her news are through my finger tips but i never knew what's in her mind..what she was thinking..and what worries me the most at now..is how she thinks of how i think of her..She appreciates our friendship so much that she afraid that how she made me cry would end our friendship..

Yes,what she did is unreasonable, but i dont care..honestly..she is who she is..the friend that i talked to last night, feed me with this thought, that no matter what she did, she is who she is..no one can change her,unless she allows herself to be changed..

I will always remember the conversation i had with my friend last night. It was like a light from God shining on me through her.

LovE..is everything in 1 Corinthians 13 .

I will post out pictures shortly..no worries!hang on!!^^God bless you~

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Merry Christmas!Happy New Year in advance!HA!

Yup.When u see this post,i'm now in Johor.
It has been a while..
Watched Twilight:New Moon yesterday..It was not good not bad..Well,it could be better..
I had a lucky day yesterday,i saw a handsome 空少 on the airplace with his charming smile and stylish hair!He was so charming!hahaha...

Stayed at home, received hooi yee's invitation,asking me if i could go kl to find her..well, i wished i could, but my old folks not allow,especially my mom..

Haih..went to see cantata the other day!they are a real success..!The performance and the choir!they really had put a lot of effort in this cantata!All the best guys !Dint really update any pictures ya..
I'm too lazy^^haha..