我需要溫暖。一點點就好...

每一天的生活都一样。。

今天想了一个问题。。

“如果我突然消失，这世界会怎么样？”
谢谢你们的关心。。
感谢上帝的好消息，我的二姨开始查考圣经了。。
这是一个好消息。。

有人说我需要重拾心情。。

因为我的欢笑被需要。。

谢谢说这句话的朋友。。

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YOOHOOOOOO.........Shall we call this "onset" holiday?Nowadays flu everywhere until my college oso kena..
I'm on my holiday for 2 weeks tiba-tiba..
Though very boring stay at home but i think there should be a time for everything and that include rest!!(trying to find excuse)..

Actually we got only 1 week holiday nia..but then who knows..cases of flu getting more and more..On Friday time received a call from our teacher-Ms.Lim saying that our cases is still not yet achieve government standard..That's why we got this one more week of "rest"!!Well..haih..this ain't a good thing though,cos we had to delay every of our progress 2 weeks further which mean our summer holiday aka december holiday become only 2 weeks instead of 4 weeks..haih..

Heard from Reena(who is now having honeymoon at home) that one AN student and our dear Ms. Lee were admitted to hospital..i wonder how are they now..sumore,Grace and Junior-Choon Keat oso on high fever..but now i think should be ok ord ba!

iI dint get sick o any flu..but i have herpes!!hehe..but now my herpes oso good recovering ord!!No more herpes!No more flu!!yeah!!

aih..is hard to make a decision like this..but then when good things happen we all shout it out loud oso rite!!
I'm going to be a VEGETARIAN!!this is no joke..why they just cant believe me?!they helped me though^^

Acceptance

Well,it's kinda funny for me to talk about acceptance..but i really learnt a lesson through the whole weekend.

How do u feel?when ur friend told u that she felt hurt..she felt heartache when seeing a lots of friends approach you instead of her..How do you feel?it sounds stupidity to you,it sounds like a jealousy to you but it was actually not that way..those words were not meant to speak out easily unless it was really hurtful and no perseverence may stand in her way anymore..

"It gave her a hope if she said out
how she felt all this while..it gave her a possibility to change the situation
that she was in to make her felt better.."

How do i feel?it did not matter anyway..I felt i was a bad person..I felt angry..i was really mean..really..This kept me feeling unease for weeks..My life made a friend miserable..This was 1st time in my life i encountered such thing..funny..

I was lucky though,because a church friend gave me a solution for this problem..Why do i care?What she said really twist my feeling up and down but WHY DO I CARE?Sound bad huh..but my friend gave me a very good reason for this..She said,

"why are u so worried
my friend?why
are you so tense up?God teach us not to take heart what human on
this earth
may say.All you can do is to accept her."

Since then,the knot i've been trying to solve in my heart was being loosen up just like that..like someone holding a scissor cut it off at once..all the things i wanna do now is to accept who she is..I cant change her,nobody cant change her unless God.All i do is to accept her as who she is,who she really is..That wasn't that hard.

T.G.I.F.

I had this screwed feeling today..

It was all KFC's fault..

I shouldn't have said yes when my friend asked me to buy..I was really in a huge regret..

Have you ever ate something that "everyone loves to eat" ESPECIALLY in front of your teacher without sharing our food with he or her?

i felt awkward and unsecure wth so many eyeballs looking at me..they seemed to be questioning me "aren't you going to share this food to people around you?"But well,i dint look back to each one of the eyes but my action answered everything-

Well,what you want me to do?I ain't a billionaire who afford to buy tons of KFC?With my very sincerity honestly,i got oni 2 pieces in my box?What am i suposed to do?!?My mom did taught me need to share things among people that you have contact with BUT she did teach me not to WASTE with the food that i was eating as well!So what would you expected?

A "fine" half-way-eating-Kentucky fried chicken to share??OKOKOK..i did not know what all this crap that i was typing about,I was just get so furious over myself that i thought i was changed..into a person that i did not even understang myself when i mixed with different character of people.

I knew TGI FRIDAY..My dad loves that place..it just gave him a sense of being "classic level",in fact, we are oni a moderate family whom afford for some better achievement in life..TGI FRIDAY is somehow a place that i could remember for a very memorable occasion..It was the day that i got baptized..It surprised me when my dad brought us there..He said as a celebration and a gift..He never tell that he believed in God,but he just gave in,in my Christian life..He never stopped me from getting closer to God.

My brother's birthday yesterday,i was thinking that man and woman really different huh?What make us the biggest different is the THINKING.

My brother seemed doesnt matter for his celebration of birthday,he actually agreed allow to have the celebration on Sunday,which extended for 3 days ahead.If i were in his shoes,i would rather to have the celebration for few days until the coming of Sunday..

Lots of Crap i had been shared to day.

Ps.T.G.I.F stands for another phrase- Today God Is First.I would not forget the samething when it happened twice.

Blue sky,blue love..

i received a very interesting email,wanna share with my readers..

i love pictures..

i love palaroid pictures,i love muffin cakes pictures,i just love how ppl smile on the pictures..

but this is not about smile,not about story..

我在"努力"ing~

study..

study..

study..

i will put in effort no matter what!!thank you all of ur supports!!special thanks to my gurantols who really encourage me n my seniors!!
run out of time,what happen on that day,i'll tell next time!kiss*

你没看见吗?

我的心静下来了..

我今天很冷淡..

一直以来都知道的不是吗?

我怎么了?

看过幾米的一本书,有着很多马路和红绿灯..

马路很乱,路口站着一个女生,在马路的末段站着一个男生..

写着什么我已经不记得了..

看着图片,我也好想对他这样说:"你的世界很复杂,我没有勇气..就算我真的有勇气,踏进去我也会迷路.."

心情只想静下来..不说话,只要静下来就好..

主啊!感谢祢那够用的恩典..我还能撑下去的过程中,是因为心中有一首歌,赞美祢的歌..