Me, myself

我真糟糕，好久没上来了。

和sc的故事告一段落了，可能真的不适合吧。

远距离，年龄，家人等等。。

很可惜我们短暂的爱情❤️

曾经真的很爱，现在没有了。

绳子断了。

我变了。

什么都无所谓了。

对人生更马虎了，

愚昧的对待自己。

我不想要再酱活下去。

要为自己加油。

SC

凌晨3点了，睡不着，明明很累，就睡不着。想打字。

"SC" 是幸福的意思。

感恩，此刻我拥有这份幸福。

因为他，我的好习惯变多了。

以前，对事，都是三分钟热度的态度。

现在，对事，学会了坚持，努力，必行！

当然，坏习惯也多了，因为从没想过自己也有这样的习惯，幸好，要改，很容易。

书，爱看了。

你也有想为他/她变得更完美的人吗？

终于，了解了。

信任，有时候很奇妙。

信心，更是。

他很爱书。他很爱时间。

和孤单相处，兴趣是生活；

我正学着。

有时候，爱情比较像甜点。主食是未来。也是我学会的。

你如果把爱情作主食，未来是甜点，有想过会怎么样吗？

最重要的，我学会了，珍惜。

The end.

P.S. 今天会有个好梦。

December

December 2013 =)

Time really flies, year 2013 has come to its last month. Do you guys have a good year?

So many happening this year and its amazing 2013 ^_^.

I appreciate for every opportunity I have had for smile and be happy. 

最后一个月, 對自己更好一点, 称讃自己多一点

Last few days ago, I went to Ho Chin Minh City, Saigon, Vietnam.

A different place from Hong Kong, and Korea.

Is a city full of inspiration.

Appreciation: because of history, ought to live with gratefulness and never forget how people had lived in the past.

Entertainment: simplicity, satisfaction, with a beer and a chair, hot weather, sit by the road side- how they define entertainment, no playstation, computer games, iphone or ipad.

Heavy traffic: it always happen in a city only when drivers are too discipline. Nah, not Vietnam.

Dedicated: Ages, religion, gender should not be put in consideration when dedication come in your way to earn a living. A meaningful inspiration reflected by how they work.

I like the city. Very much. 

P.S : 应该学习和孤独相处, 和信任做朋友, 让寂寞变成动力. 辛苦那会是暂时的, 爱人 <3 font="">

Time machine

If I have a time machine I wish...

I would have updated with u guys how my life has been changed tremendously for this few months time! From February until now, it had been already 8months!!! I had lost somewhere in the middle of love in this 8months time and neglected my bloggie!!!aish~ Really??!!

In this 8 months time I went to 2 country, Hong Kong and Korea!!its my 3rd time for Hong Kong and 1st time for Korea!!oh how I love Korea!!sarang Korea mida~

As I grown older, my responsible is bigger  in work, I become a senior now!!:'( 

Too many stories to tell yet so little time~ T^T I'll update again~ >~< I promise~

Ps: I got a secret to tell 

Goodbye valentine :)

How do u spend ur valentine?
Sweet? Sour? Boring? Great? Romance?
For me~ it's a day of smile
Though working and no dates~ but funny things still come by~

I could remember when I was in my third year in nursing college,
A junior-
Gud looking, tall, neighborhood
Wrote me a love letter in our public love board
When think back all this things, eventually I'll look up to the sky and gave a smile to myself.
I hope u had the same :)
Ya many people came by, but, I don't kno..
Do I still miss him?
No.
But why..
worried bout him?
Want to contact him?

Each time I deleted his no. A period of time I'm very proud of myself, but now, I regret..
Aiks..give me a courage to be like a man at time like this.

Chao. To all my friends
With love.

LoL = Lots of Love

First thing ever ever I will do - thank God for a sweet sweet place He fit me in perfectly in my life now :) is it the same goes to u? LoL

I'm on diet >.< it's been a month~ congrats to myself~ I manage to lose 4 kg!!!XD once again praise The Lord!!

I'm in a mess with love
Lots of love
Am I crazy?
Guess I just want to grab attention..
but..
the most important attention I wanna grab is from Him, my precious Father..

Forgive me my Lord, please guide me everyday carefully not to make ppl hurt :(

Have u watch les miserables??
Watch it..
So that u kno
How they sing out
the law of appreciation :)

Cheerios~

Bullet proof

Sometime how I wish my heart is made of bullet proof,

No matter wat happen, it still not gonna get hurt :(

There's is so many things we talk but why..

Things seem to be unspeakable?

25

I've lived for 25 years. Wow, that's long @@
Celebrated dad's birthday last weekend.
He asked:" what to celebrate?it's just another day."
Hmm..
Gud question..
But, I've lived for 25years, isn't that "something" to celebrate?i'm healthy, I'm happy, I'm living for 25 years~ that reason is enough :)

Stopped writing for so long. A year? Maybe? Saw the post and and messages in my inbox :) I thank u for reading my blogger :)

2012 is my most fantastic year :)
I went 8 countries,
Thailand ( Bangkok, PAttaya, KRabi, Hap chai)
Dubai
ENgland ( LOndon, PLymouth)
Amsterdam
Belgium
Switzerland
Paris
Italy

I realized when u grow older, the more capable u can become to travel all around the world~

2013 resolution?
To be fantastic than 2012 :)
How bout urs?

The best quote of the day
Every life has a true love snapshot. -Mitch

心得

"Anything can convince you to make any decisions.

Are you one of the type?

But is up to your choice to allow which things to convince you to make the decision.

It can be anything, the people around you, consciousnesses, emotion and etc.

But remember, let Truth be the one that convince you.

Not depending on your own understanding to measure what is important and what is not.

If you willing to take the 1st step to believe and see, then you'll know why would you want to allow other things to convince you to make major decision rather than allow the Truth to lead you. "

This is what I 've learnt today. I am so glad that I found the Truth. Thank God for helping me and guiding me. What I always believe is that if you want to know what is right to do or wrong to do, forget about YOURSELF. FOCUS ON HIM to find the answer, ask HIM earnestly as if this is the main problem for all the things happening on you. This is how I came to know what is the Truth ^_^''

It may look simple, but trust me, the "earnestly" is very powerful. Don't have to worry how much effort you put in to find it. You don't measure it yourself because God will do for you. He sees your heart, your humble heart rather than your effort ^_^

P.s. Luckily i never made it to say "i like you "^^ you are not worth of.

crazy + fantastic

I had a crazy week.

I had a fantastic week.

Why crazy? I was assigned to a job that i never thought I could handle.

By God grace, I did it.

Fantastic? Frankly I never thought working as a anaesthetist nurse could be so fun!!

Well, it is a job, take it easy~

1 year? It is just an appetizer.

P.S. People teach because they care. They wouldn't bother to call ur name if they wouldn't care. Now my name is in their hearts. I am in the team ^_^ CONFIRM! Thank You Lord!

Grow~ing

Went SQ last nite, walking along the bridge, I thought of my parents. =)

I was thinking.

"How nice if they are with me in penang at the moment"

As walking along the track, I told my friend about my parents.

About my father, his story ^_^

Finished my assignment, done with my lunch ^_^, time for house chores

We are growing everyday..

Even though our life seemed to be normal and routine, all the same everyday

but, you cant deny, that we are growing.

pS. Dear God, thank You for everyday.

Every growing that You bring.

Every love that You plant in us.

^_^

Full

These 2 days I've been so busy with my work ^_^

Change to a new area, frankly, at 1st, I am afraid.

Becos it is new, I am afraid I cannot do it well.

God is good~

God is love.

For my 1st day working in that area, my senior approach me.

She encouraged me in my work and gave me compliment!^_^

She said among the interns~I got the most compliments and less complaint.

Well, working in this department could be a nightmare to new people like us.

1st, we never knew that place~I mean understand.

You don't know whether u are in danger or not~

It was scary~

But thank God, they said I am hardworking and serious~

Well, i gave the glory back to God~

pS.~Lord, You've been so kind to me. Thank You for pouring Your love and blessings on me~ You have a purpose for me in this scary environment~ But I know You have a better plan, a huge plan, an important plan for me!I can~t wait to know it..It may be difficult for the journey, but I just want to tell You that I am ready~!

Relay for life

人很善变..

Just yesterday, I am so over upset dealing with my own feelings and emotion regarding him again..

But a friend came by visit, we had discussion.

And ever since him, whom sent by God talked to me, I am me again ^_^ The happy go lucky girl ^_^

Well, if you could see your own situation now, or someone talk to you in a clearer picture, you will be ok.

The problem I had I screwed it till the end.

I screwed it so tight until it became so hard for me to unscrew it back.

I wanted to unscrew it, trying very hard on my own but it just did not work.

Until the messenger from God came.

He shared with me many things.

Why do i wanted to think so much?

He said:" Like someone is something beautiful and happy, no matter in secretly u like him, u like him, does not mean have to be together with him."

I guess he is rite, I guess I have asked too much

I guess I have forgotten bout this ^_^

Like him does not have to be together..

He shared with me also, why God created Eve later than Adam.

God has a purpose, intelligent reason for everything He do.

I am happy today, for I live again..

Relay for life, celebrate for life..

P.s. for all cancer patients- what came by it may be a disaster or turning point in life, but do not forget, you have hope as long as you are still living. Do not forget God is ready to wait to listen to help if you just have to ask ^_^

Be Free

Perhaps this is what I've always wanted.

To be free.

Free from you.

Free from the problems that you create in me.

Free from my thoughts.

Went steamboat with a gang of friends.

Only then I realized what have I become from my first step in Penang until now.

Went movie with some of the friends. Johny English. He brings laughter from the bottom of my heart.

Leaving. Apart. What will happen to me for my 5 years more in Penang?

My cousin is leaving to pursue her dreams.

You have a dream. I have a dream too.

Your dream is so big and beautiful.

My dream? I just wanted to go home.

I just wanted to go back to my grandparents and take care of them at their side with what I've learnt.

You want me to take care of myself well before I can take care of others.

But I did.

Is my turn to take care of others.

Saw an accident on Sabbath day.

I am not a good Samaritan. This come to my mind, thought of 1 parable that Jesus loves to tell on the spot. The good Samaritan. Forgive me.

P.s. I love staying in the clouds

Count on me

Went Melaka and Kuala Lumpur for holiday!I had a great time!

My bro sang me a song..

By bruno mars "Count on me" ^__^

My bro sang it so cute..I really felt that I could count on him..

I am thinking about him again..Had a lunch with him..talk like normal friends..

No hesitation, no love signals, no more "couple alike" pattern.

Well, it is always a good start isn't it?

Love is painful..

I felt like I am not me anymore ..

Excuse me

I had been so so sleepy for 2 days already.

I guessed I was too tired.

Too tired to entertain my friends who wanted to go out continuously for 3 days ord.

I am so excited over the coming weekend. I'm going back to melacca!!!

I miss my home in melacca.

Scent of love fills up the atmosphere, my heart and my soul~

My thinking is that..whenever you had a dead end in what you are doing now,stop, take a deep breath, and leave to somewhere else for a few days and continue again when the time comes.

I met good people, kind hearted people for the past 23 years of age. Few conclusions come across my mind- the nature of human is kind hearted.

God is Thee One who provided me all the good people around me.

Even if I met people that is very rude to me..I dont worry becos God has something for me to learn.

Frankly, I miss him still.

Ps. Driving..is so tiring =.=zzz

Thank You.

God knows how much I have prepared.

Disorganized and poor leadership.

But still..God is good..

He leads me all the way through..

I'm tired..wanted to stop thinking of him from spinning round and round my mind.

I had many surprises for the past week..

God is truly my light.

P.s.~ if given me a chance to choose..i'll rather choose to tell you what you want to hear instead of what i feel.

God is good all the time. All the time God is good

Today i made someone cry. Not about something bad.
Not about something good.

My heart filled with gratitude because I did not realize how much and how many people is actually care about me and now I do.

A friend shed his tears today when we had a discussion because he said he wanted so much to see I got a good life partner that is I deserve to have. I was touched. Thank God for a friend that make me realized how much they cared about me. Life is cruel but God is good.

I know I should stop before anyone got hurt. I should stop fall for him and I am ready.

give them all
shattered dreams..
wounded hearts..
broken toys..
give them all..
to JESUS..

Ps, Love from God is exceeding beyond my imagination through the people around me..
my witness for Him is the loves He gave. thank You Lord

在忙碌中也能寻找快乐。。

Life is like a weather..
It can be a rainy day..
It can be a sunshine day..
It can be a rainbow day^_^

Despite of the thick and troublesome clouds that blocked my sun,God is still wonderful tht He sent some1 that helped me to pass through my difficult day..And that some1 is always my patient^_^..

I was merely late again today..no more for tomorrow..

Went 1st avenue with siew yeon jus now..we were lost in Penang!hahaha..a gud experience^_^

My favourite song currently - "What Faith can do"by kurtless

Ps. well, even the blue sky may turn grey, after all, it will go back to a blue sky still, rite, God?
I love You x infinite, Jesus.^_^

Working T^T

I'm so thrilled!!!Going to work tomoro ^_^..
A real brand new life as a different area of exposure in work..
God will help me through..^_^
He always do^_^

On Sabbath, I got praised.. That glory belongs to God.
A church member gave me a very good compliment on my career.
We dont talk much in church but he said things that really surprised me, God is really good! ^_^

Went bon odori for my 1st time in life on Saturday nite..
Got to see the fire cracker..
It was so beautiful, just like the night itself.
Everything that happen on that night make me so happy..
I had a great nite that day though I kena saman 1st time in my life T^T

The nex day, I went walk for sight ^_^
I love this event..
Met new friends ^_^
Experienced a different life - walking on the street with your eye closed for few hours..
Who could understand if you have never experienced it before..


Ps. A good weekend jus before start work. My new work life?who knows?could be the best job ever!